I hate seeing couples
I hate how jealousy rises up whenever I see them happy
I wish I have a boyfriend
Someone who can show and tell me how beautiful I am
I wish I have someone to make me smile and happy
Someone who can be the reason why I wake up in the morning
The reason why I live
Sadly, no one likes me
No one sees the way I want people to look at me
I hide away in the shadows
For them not to notice the real me
For others, I am this shy and quite girl who freaks out when her crush talks to her
I am an outcast
I don't know if anyone will ever like me
No one ever told me that he likes me
No one takes me seriously
Everyone treats me as their second choice
Probably the last
In their eyes, I see the way 'pity' or 'disgrace' reflected my reflection
In their eyes, I see my flaws that are visible not only to the mirror
I am insecure
I have never felt beautiful
No one reminds me that I'm beautiful
No one sees me as beautiful
If only I can change
My appearance
Then maybe they'll spend time to actually get to know me
The real me
The 'me' who kept on hiding behind shadows
Maybe they'll remind me and make me feel beautiful and important
Maybe they'll love me
The way I want to loved
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