Do Anything For You

I’d write you a song

about how I feel about you

with melodies and rhythm 

defining how slow and fast my heart beats

when I’m with you

I’d write you a poem

about how I feel about you

with rhymes and stanzas

emphasising how words in my head

juggle up when I look at you

I’d cook you a food

even though it might taste bad

and make your stomach grumble

but it’s okay

as long as we get to eat

on a table with candles lit

I’d sit with you at midnight

on your porch with my guitar

I’d sing my song for you 

and your eyes will reflect

the stars and moonlight 

and I would be falling 
so hard with you

-a.k.

I've been thinking about a guy recently. Basically, he's going away and not going back so I can't see him the next school year. And it really made me sad because I never had the chance to really talk to him. I said from my last post that I tend to like guys easily and we don't even talk that much. And it hurts that everything that I imagined about him and me would be only kept inside because it can never happen. It also hurts me that I am this freaking coward that could not even say hi to him.